cough

down with cough for a week now.

im sick tired of flam in my throat.

im abstaining frmo drinking and smoking for this period.

and i might forever.

mahjong

gambling is so complicated.

i've always hated gambling.

i think it spoils the fun insteads of adding fun.

especially when your playing with friends.

that is why i've always encourage playing small bets whilst playing with friends.

its like when you win,

you feel the sense of satisfaction yet you feel hesistant to express your joy.

incase your roar of happiness might upset your mahjong khaki.

although i won pretty big,

like we started with $15 and i won $15+

i still feel a little bad and all.

i mean its my friends money.

never mind never worry.

i'll make sure they have a nice christmas day to enjoy =D

i better go do my homework.

so they won't say i'm greedy for their money and all.

how i wish theres other stakes involved.

like instead of playing real money,

the 2 highest earners could probably enjoy a treat,

prob a meal or desert by the 2 lowest earners.

though i very much have to agree that with real money the flavour of the game truely evolves.

i still don't like how the root of all evil is being passed around the mahjong table.

i've always loved money and always hated it.

it is heaven yet i feel like in hell when i'm with it.

i must train myself...

to not be greedy.

i always feel that the more money the better.

but what is money without friends.

good pals whom i can trust and rely on to cheer a bad day,

share a problem.

many things are more important than money.

i haven't really knocked that into my thick hardy skull.

but soon when i'm working i will know that friends are msot important.

now i'm not working and i'm living off my mom.

money seems so precious to me.

i hope in future i'll value money less highly,

i'm working on it. =D

christmas day

hehe christmas day is coming! =D

santa santa i wish my crush will send me a christmas card!

camps rashes suck

came home finally after 4 days of kayaking expedition.

sure was fun / tiring / interesting / painful.

came back with sunburn rashes but new memories which i will take with me.

quite lazy to blog now cos i feel real bad.

my legs are spotted with red rashes.

got medication to apply twice a day =(

religion

i've been thinking.

and i've come to a conclusion that

2 of the most dealiest aspects in life

that never fail to make the world go haywire are...

1)money

as many say money is the root of all evil.

that i feel is very very very VERY true!

i mean money can buy nearly everything you can even imagine.

of course money might not affect 1 single person

depending on his or her character,

thrifty, happy-go-lucky whatever it is.

BUT definitely immediate friends or people who know that single person

will definitely be affected by his/her assets.

so i mean if you really treasure friends,

make it a point that when you borrow money.

return it and whatever that is worth money.(handphone, shoes, etc.)

lets not play poison.

2)religion

another posion that's causing most other conflicts in the world.

i would say that religion is some what related to money.

thats why i put money as the top of all deadly poison.

jesus went to jerusalum on a donkey.

not a horse.

why most pastors in the US take private jets,

transport that their assets haev been proven to be unable to afford.

why must pope john paul the 2nd wear red prada shoes in public.

if there was no religon there might not even a discrimination of people.

maybe the muslim rule in malaysia wouldn't even exist.

sigh so many problems.

so little and close to 0 answers.

save us from all evil.