once bitten twice shy.

jumping into 1 will do me no good.
all i'm gonna do is to wait.
for that 1 person.
i don't care how long it takes.
just 1 person.
whom i can stand.
whom i can live with.
one who attracts me.
one who exudes confidence.
whether it takes 10 years. or 25 years.
i swear i won't be with someone before knowing that person.
please god i plead of you.
may you not let me make another mistake.
like the one i've made before.
for i do not want to hate some1 this much.
for she's just a bitch.
mighty force up there.
whoever you are.
forgive the world for not saving the earth.
leaving computers on.
leaving modems on.
packaging goods with so much plastic.

why has human lost all interest in simple enjoying and relaxing tasks.
swimming running talking finger games.
have we all numbed ourselves to primitive activities.
i think i have.
and i will melt my heart and be a caveman.