sucks

sucks getting caught for hair.

sucks having a gay bag to carry.

sucks having pimples on the chin.

sucks to bare grudges against others.

i never wanted to be so insipid,

slow in assignments,

uninterested in useless subjects.

slowing sludging through everyday lessons.

i guess its just my character.

i need to change

i want to change.

but how to change...

sorry miss oei for any comments today.

but the very few gp lessons i had in MI,

were far more worthwhile than all gp lessons in cj added.

DEBATE!

sorry kimberly for being so direct.

but raihana's human,

she bottles up,

i just want to amplify her small tiny voice of anger.

i wish i could be perfect.

looks.

character.

money.

but i know i can never be.

times like this when my mind drifts to wonderland,

im glad i know,

i have good friends to lean on,

share our experiences,

at least i know im still human,

after talking to them.