feelings so vast, emotions so deep.

as every day passes i stem deeper...

never do i make the first move.

(what was i thinking?)

always i've been behind waiting for others to make the first.

but now its all different...

after my previous i am shattered and left broken.

waiting so long for some1 to pick me up

and fix me back.

i don't get that reply i so desire.

is it all lost.

how i wish a yes i will hear.

or at least a sign so i will know.

i really want...

to see you all day long.

heartaches and confidence lost.

emotions kept and thoughts unsaid.

mind unclear and yearnings unsatisfied.

maybe i should just... forget about it all...

why am i feel this way.

nothing's been said..

little has been done.

but am i ready to go in all the way.

maybe..

just maybe..

i am better off..

alone.