truth

went to sleep with tears flowing down.
never once had this happen to me.
my state of mind now is in its lowest.
i guess since its all over for me,
ill just splurt out my true feelings,

theres countless reasons why i like you.
characteristics in you i know might go well in future.
chasing you now,
was just a selfish part on myself.
all i wanted was to be with you forever.
and even through army,
since in army i will be caged up,
i might just loose you in that lenghty 2 years.
since i've already lost,
i guess i'll go back and fulfill my promise.
to not get a girlfriend only until army.

but you are all i want.
i wish you could understand how important
it is for me to be able to love you.
and be loved by you.