training

hai. school is really killing me.
i need to get used to studying soon.
sigh.
i'm like so unorganized.. how to study properly.
o man.

anyway i really like my biology teacher.
arion blas. haha he rocks la.
he scored a perfect score for A' levels,
and is teaching us as he wait for his admission to university.
anyway i think he speaks well, thats why i like him.
haha.

unlike erm.. my form tutor............
which speaks horrendous english.
and she's my gp teacher.
er gp? please teach the right subject please.

anyway training was damn fun today!
finally got to play with the volley balls for awhile haha.
but my hands are like red with rashes?
i don't know.
but it just has red polka dots haha.
looks disgusting lol.

today was practising digging,
and pt. the pt's freaking hard la.
especially cos i haven't trained for erm..
since november?
lol. sigh....................
and wth.
they gonna kick 3 guys.
i just hope i'm not one of them man.
zzzz its so frustrating and retarded.
don't boot meeeee..
i don't wanna join bridge club.
the lady coach said to have another cca in mind.
and i was thinking.... hmm.
maybe modern dance?
hopefully i can even try for the trials again lurh.
i wanna be in a sports so that i can keep fit haha.

and lastly.
i really don't think i should get into a relationship now.
i'm sorry but i don't think i'm ready.
hope you don't get angry alright.
maybe when i'm ready alright..